Just Me

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I need to be needed but I am not needy

 I give all I can but I have also done without

 I strive to change the world but the world has 
changed me

 I love endlessly but love ending is my
worst fear

 I am spiritual but I have also been spiritless

 I help others who need me but I don't need other's help

 I know what I want but I have been unwanted

 I trust but my trust has been broken

 I am strongest solo but sometimes being solely myself is not enough

 I weep but tears do not come easy

 Truth is my best friend but it is not easy to find

 Loyalty and Morality are my greatest strengths but loyalty & morals are rare

 My mental strength can be an advantage but I have been taken advantage of

 I am me because there is no one else I want to be

 I am one of a kind but I have been treated unkind

 God is my center by evil still tries to enter

 I am strong but I have been weak

 I have known laughter but I have also known pain

 I smile because I choose not to frown 

 I am happiness because I have known sadness

 So many things are a part of me but there are many things I choose not to take part in

 I am in conflict with myself but I choose not to be conflicted

 I am calm but I have known chaos

 I do not regret but I have known remorse

 I advise but I do not condemn

 I do not judge but I have been judged

 I open up easy but I close just as fast

 I am at peace with myself but my life is not always peaceful

 Copyright Christy 2014

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