Christy's Poetry Portal

I watch you day after day & Everyday you turn me away I have sit here so long trying To be strong hoping you'll come along To take a chance to get to know me But things remain to be distant & strange between you & me I don't know if you want me to stay or go away I have so much more to give but my heart is in dismay I don't want to complicate things if stress my presence brings I want to put you mind at ease  All I want is a chance please To be a friend to you  If you want me to be I just care about you I need you to see I do & it's true Time after time I've been there for you did you even notice  me there have you been unaware?  I feel your energy at times & pray you find comfort some way I feel the isolation that consumes your spirit & wish I could be near it So it doesn't feel alone anymore I just want to offer a soft place for you to fall if you need it at all Just know I care & there i...

She saw the Beauty in His Darkness I admire you from afar Wondering where you are I long to be the one you confide in So long I've carried this love within You brighten my day in so many ways I want to touch your skin & feel your fire within Sensual sensations course through my veins when i hear your name You make me feel so alive on your witty rapport i thrive Your voice ignites my senses & brings down my defenses My body aches for your touch so much It's too intense to let go but i have to let you know i want to be the one to caress your skin To express this i don't know where to begin You hardly notice me but everything you do seduces me This burning desire sets my soul on fire I want to please you in so many ways I cannot stay away Never have i felt this before it is only you i adore A feeling so strong cannot be wrong i sense what you feel & that only makes it more real i want to feel your body next to mine chemistry so divine i try to reach out to ...

She comes here to be alone To caress her skin against the cold stone She finds the darkness & cold sensual & seductive She is very selective The cold breeze as she kneels on her knees Sends shivers up her spine Which she finds erotically divine The weird & odd turn her on, a lover that shares this eccentric fixation she hopes to find A man she can seduce into her dark fascination would be utter elation To explore within areas of his skin with her lips on this sacred ground would be profound She could imagine the cold air against her skin erecting her nipples & rippling her loins As they would shutter against the cold stones warming the fire of desire steam would rise from their passionate connection scene right there on the cold ground a spiritual link has been found Those who are laid to rest are a witness to their rapturous heat above 6 feet They lay together in quiet splendor in this cold dark place a feeling nothing can replace just love upon their face. They come ...

When I feel my patience running thin I think again I think of how much I love you and how your heart has touched my soul so unique  and new  I try to be understanding and caring because I know the burdens you are bearing It is hard to say what I feel when I look at you It is true No words can comprehend my feelings  deep in my soul I have no control Many times I thought of giving up and I think no more could be given but My love for you keeps me driven Love does not take kindly to changes so abrupt Why tear down what has taken so long  to build up? Love needs time to grow anew  You can't just give up you have to follow through Once your heart has decided who is right for you To truly touch the heart of another you have to be patient even though your weary They may try others before they reach you but if your heart is insistent you have to be persistent.  So much love is lost by those who have given in to despair when they should ha...

The smooth caress of his witty foreplay was sweet & electrifying what she felt for him there was no denying. The bold blueness of his eyes was so appealing Her soul to him they were revealing She could not hide anything from him For he could expose her bare tenderness within No matter how hard she tried to hide Her weakness when it came to him she could not cover up the love inside She knew she had to try because to her heart she could not lie She could never stay mad at this fine lad She hated how he could always sway her to his side Even though she was hurt inside She knew to her heart he had a hold He was the potter she was the clay he could mold Always bringing her back to him with his sweet voice She had no choice Her heart had chose it this way & it would never stray too far away from his side  even though in his presence she did abide there was no sure way of knowing  where this was going But to her heart she ...

I know my chances are bleak  But his voice makes me weak sending shivers up my spine His sense of humor leaves me pining for more His heart is true and brave It is his touch I crave Just the thought of him makes my body ache with delight If only for one night To be exposed in his sight I feel so secure when he's around More of myself to be found I want to hold and comfort him from the evil that  surrounds him every day and be a safe place for him to lay. I could give him the assurance he needs cause I have the endurance To stay for the long haul Giving him my all They might not understand but I feel we could withstand whatever life throws our way But I just wish he would stay to give me and this romance a chance. Copyright Christy 2015

It was a dark and foggy night when the cemetery came into sight Standing by an unmarked grave was a man who gave a shy wave I walked over till he came into view such an odd place for him to stand but he seemed a bit blue as I shook his hand I asked him are you alright? it's so dreary tonight He said I'm fine I find this place quite serene I said hmmm I see what you mean He said Have a seat pointing down as his feet So I sat down I'm not sure why but I didn't want to seem shy He said his name and I told him mine then I asked why do you find this place so sublime? He said what most people fear I find quite dear I'm an investigator of the dead then he said does that fill you will dread? I said no I find it quite exciting someplace I don't mind being led. he said I see as he leaned over to me to touch my cheek causing a spark that made me feel weak. I said maybe I should go No he said Touching my hand to make me stay At that moment it seem...

She longed to feel his skin gently caress hers One look in those eyes & she knew she could never win He made her weak & she knew his slightest touch would be too much He enraptured her soul & she knew her love for him was out of control He captured her womanhood & she could not break free of his bonds She was his willing  capture  in a submitting rapture She wanted to ease his stress for him it was only the best Her body lay aroused at night with no calm state in sight All she needed to do was think of him & her body ached for his touch through & through Her thighs tingled to feel his loins tight against hers making her moan heavy sighs Just thinking of him excited her to no end & she could not pretend How much she wanted this man even more than yesterday She could never turn him away even though she knew how it might end She wanted to take the chance if just for one passionate glance to send his way She knew that he would probably nev...

I was concerned for him every day Although I knew he'd never look my way I felt drawn to him in so many odd ways His eyes touched the deepest depth of my being I knew I was wishing for hopeless things & dreaming But this man was like no other I had ever known it was as if he could see the real me without being shown it at all I wanted to walk away but it was if his soul would call and I could not turn away at all no matter how hard I tried to go astray It was if our connection was yet unknown but kept us near With him I had no fear I could be myself and not be afraid to reach out My mind was always tossing me doubts but my heart knew better it never wavered for it was his essence I savored I longed to feel his touch but I knew I wanted too much I want fate to decide so I will be patient and wait What is meant to be will always find a way & I hope to meet this man someday. My passion is hard to conceal & explain but for me love must be real a wild h...

His eyes were warm & appealing which made my soul revealing From him I cannot hide my passion deep inside Even Though I knew he didn't find me as intriguing  From my feelings I could not be fleeing Deep inside my feelings engulfed me Out of respect I withheld what was  consuming me so he could not see My deep passion longing to explode & I knew soon it would overload It is so hard to keep it within but something so strong would overwhelm me before long No matter what I tried I could not shake this deep engulfing ache I knew it could never be but taking risks is a part of me I must try just to see even though it seems impossible to me His sense of humor I cannot resist  So I persist and even though it is wrong I must press on It's weird how one's life can be turned upside down When a certain special someone is around Everyone says don't even try you'll lose but when your heart must choose it is impossible to deny  or even question ...

I feel I need to be awakened Love that is tossed about but not shaken Love that lasts evicting the ghosts from the past Awakened by the slightest touch I want to love you so much Waiting so long for that one chance To experience romance Tossed and Tried  So numb inside You've awakened the longing For love's bonding Awakened I feel when you are near Awakened by love's call Awakened willing to risk it all You've awakened my heart Awakened it like never before Awakened only wanting more You can't see what you've done to me awakened by your love  only with you I long to be awakened from the dust  an awakening for my heart  and willing to trust  Won't you give me a chance? I feel you need me this is my stance an awakening only you can provide For just one moment to be by your side So much in this life never lasts because we refuse to let go of our past An awakening for you and me An awakening you will see Give me the chance  ...

No matter what I do or say it never seems to get through to you  I know there will never come a day when  you will look my way Every day it is the same gals that get their way I give up trying to talk to you I care so much for you, it's true but what's the use of trying? if I only end up sighing. You'll never know how much I care Even though my soul I have tried to bare My heart says try again do the best you can but I can't face the pain I know we are very different & I have no chance at all but I can't escape your glance. What have you done to me? why can't  I see that letting go is best for me? I keep trying to only end up crying I love you so very much but I know it is no use trying to speak to you You frustrate me so and I just can't let go. You're the only one I want The only one my heart won't release Try and understand please I have never had such a strong feeling for someone I have never wanted anyone as muc...

I rarely share my deepest thoughts but when I do I have to write them down.....sometimes it seems no one understands me but writing helps me clarify and put my feelings out there that is why I write poetry....So this is my thoughts about a very special man maybe this will let him know how I feel and maybe by chance he will read it because it is all true every word.... I may not be a spirit but I am very spiritual I may not be a manifestation but I can help you manifest your dreams. I may not be a demon but I can help drive your demons out. I may not be darkness but I can be your light. I may not be a physic but I can psych you up... This man tested her every day but she was determined. For all the pain and hurt he endured she wanted to make it better, she wanted to be the comfort and security she felt he needed. She wanted to taste the very sweat from his brow, she wanted to caress his body with every inch of her womanhood and the desire only grew each day. She wanted to turn his nigh...

I was trying to think of a way to say this to you but after thinking awhile  I finally had a clue I would write this poem to you. I know you can have your choice of mates but this can't wait I want you to know how much I care for you I would not say it if it wasn't true. You don't know how many times you have made my day in every way. Though you don't notice how much  you do for others I do. Your heart is huge, loving and  caring and just by sharing your great sense of humor you shine  on those who need it most every day but that is just your way. Your laughter and smile, honey, can make anyone's day worthwhile. You probably don't know how much you touch others but you do and more then you will ever know. I just want to show you from my point of view how much I love you. I know you may think it's funny or even crazy too but I do, I do Love you.  That is the way I feel it's never been this real but I ask nothing i...

Right From the Start You were king of my heart I know my heart is your domain If you want to love me please don't refrain Chorus..... 'Cause I knew right from the start You were king of my heart King of my heart Even when we're apart You'll always be the king of my heart You ease my mind No other will I ever find Though you don't know and it's hard for me to show the way I feel, just know I'm for real Never have I felt this way I hope you never go away..... Chorus..... When you're near  All my fears disappear You make me feel  More like me Baby can't you see? What you mean to me? Chorus.... If we can't be together now I will wait no matter how Long it takes There will be no one else for me One day we will be together  wait and see some day it will be Copyright Christy 2014

Eyes of Blue Hair of Black Oh Zak Zak Everything you do turns me on and I cannot go on without telling you how I feel  Cause it is real. Never has someone touched my heart like you Your spirit is divine and your love is sublime  Oh how I wish you were mine. Though you'll never look at me I only wish I could make you see How much you inspire me It maybe foolish to believe  You would ever want someone like me My feelings are intense for you it's true but I don't want to push you away, won't you stay? Your sense of humor makes my day If I had a chance to say what I feel to you I would say thank you for enriching my life every day You may not understand what you do for others It's just your way But I can see how much you care when you are near I can see your heart pure and true nothing could  ever disguise the real you It shines in your eyes and reflects in all you do. If you can't see how special you are to me I will keep trying to make yo...

He walks in the darkness of night so others may see the light Setting spirits free so at rest they may be Finding truth in history Telling their story Connecting through spiritual means So they may be seen Brought to the light Making things right To bring peace and a safe release to those who still reside hidden inside Bridging a gap between the living and those passing to the other side Angel of the Night Awaken Me Show me the light Take My Spirit inside and Set it free From you I cannot hide With you I always want to abide With passion he connects to those others may not see a mission of compassion, a spiritual journey of truth he seeks to set their spirits free. As he searches far and wide to enter where spirits may reside. Determined to find the answers hidden in the dark confines of suspended time. Secrets are revealed where they have been concealed for years. As he journeys through time The answers he will find. Giving for a brief mom...

He calls to lonely spirits in the night Hoping to bring truth to light He talks and walks with unseen spirits echoes of history can you hear it? Energy of a forgotten time or deed In the night they plead Senses on another level of an emotional plane He can hear and feel their pain. Searching for answers as he is locked down Where History lingers all around. Can you hear their desperate calls as you walk through the halls? Every location brings another portal from the past will they finally be heard at last? In the shadows the spirits linger on imprisoned in time, why have they stayed? When all life is gone. One man dares to seek them out If only to let others know what their story is about. Fear, Pain, and Agony leave their marks on time To give these spirits some rest or a communication line so they may rest in peace is what he aims to do each time. Sometimes all that is needed is to just listen. This Angel in the dark seeking spirits to set free is an inspiration to me. In life th...