Christy's Poetry Portal

I won't open my heart again my feelings I will leave in Because every time I let someone in some other girl wins She wins his love and affection and I am left with the pain All guys want perfection So I am never part of their selection I am not perfect you see all I can be is me It took me so long to love myself My heart I've put on a shelf It's never right  When will it learn  It's better to yearn than To try again because things never work out right That tunnel light never comes in view It is darkness the whole way through I see no hope in sight I think I'm better off without anyone My chance will never come all my chances are gone I can't just love anyone but The ones I choose never look my way so solo I will stay I've been left behind so many times I don't want to try again the pain I can't bear anymore so I'm closing my heart's door It never gets easier you see for me I guess love was something to never be ...

I've given so much of my time to romance Still I am here left without a chance I'm a hopeless romantic but I see romance is hopeless for me I always give more than I take even though I know it's a mistake But my heart is a giver and a full time forgiver Maybe I forgive more than I should but I know Love is about being understood Maybe I let too much slide but when you let your heart decide You can't deny the feelings inside I let my heart lead the way Even if logic says no way I know love isn't logical or psychological the mind never agrees with what the heart sees I take my chances & with all romances you just try to enjoy the ride & set aside your pride Love takes work & time & is usually more trying than sublime I know what I desire to fuel my passionate fire I also know what I deserve So mostly I observe trying to plan but love takes it's own path  when it comes to a man We all get impatient & bored it ...

You are the last man I'll ever fall for No other man could I love more You were the last dream of my heart but I knew it would all fall apart There will never be another for me too bad you couldn't see the love you could of had before it all went bad I should know my dreams never come true Love just makes me blue I give my all when I take the fall It all ends the same and the only thing that increases is the pain I guess I'm unlovable and too much trouble My love never amounts to a thing I guess it's worth nothing I feel I love with all my heart but I guess it's never enough and loving me is too tough I guess no one is meant for me and a true love for me was never meant to be I will never love again I am too tired of never getting past where I begin I've worked so hard to change this lonely life I've been through too much toil and strife I end up alone the odds are never in my favor so my right to have love I'll wavier The pain is too great it far ...

When I feel my patience running thin I think again I think of how much I love you and how your heart has touched my soul so unique  and new  I try to be understanding and caring because I know the burdens you are bearing It is hard to say what I feel when I look at you It is true No words can comprehend my feelings  deep in my soul I have no control Many times I thought of giving up and I think no more could be given but My love for you keeps me driven Love does not take kindly to changes so abrupt Why tear down what has taken so long  to build up? Love needs time to grow anew  You can't just give up you have to follow through Once your heart has decided who is right for you To truly touch the heart of another you have to be patient even though your weary They may try others before they reach you but if your heart is insistent you have to be persistent.  So much love is lost by those who have given in to despair when they should ha...

I fall then I get left behind Love looks better in my mind I listen to my heart But then my dreams get torn apart I give so much & hardly ask for  anything at all Why do I let myself fall? When I know how the story ends There is no need to pretend it will turn out different this time it seems men feel loving me is a crime When you open your heart it is hard to tell if it will be an endless well of heartache & pain Your stability to maintain Why should we fall with reckless abandon? Success with love is so random No one can tell if you find the one or if it all goes to hell When I take a risk I am all in there is no inbetween My vulnerabilty is seldom seen I can't let my guard down for just anyone but without any trust I am done. I take all the hits in stride trying to overlook my pride But I can only take so much When love just feels out of touch in the present time it worries my mind I need a deep connection, trust & protection I am as tru...

The smooth caress of his witty foreplay was sweet & electrifying what she felt for him there was no denying. The bold blueness of his eyes was so appealing Her soul to him they were revealing She could not hide anything from him For he could expose her bare tenderness within No matter how hard she tried to hide Her weakness when it came to him she could not cover up the love inside She knew she had to try because to her heart she could not lie She could never stay mad at this fine lad She hated how he could always sway her to his side Even though she was hurt inside She knew to her heart he had a hold He was the potter she was the clay he could mold Always bringing her back to him with his sweet voice She had no choice Her heart had chose it this way & it would never stray too far away from his side  even though in his presence she did abide there was no sure way of knowing  where this was going But to her heart she ...

She longed to feel his skin gently caress hers One look in those eyes & she knew she could never win He made her weak & she knew his slightest touch would be too much He enraptured her soul & she knew her love for him was out of control He captured her womanhood & she could not break free of his bonds She was his willing  capture  in a submitting rapture She wanted to ease his stress for him it was only the best Her body lay aroused at night with no calm state in sight All she needed to do was think of him & her body ached for his touch through & through Her thighs tingled to feel his loins tight against hers making her moan heavy sighs Just thinking of him excited her to no end & she could not pretend How much she wanted this man even more than yesterday She could never turn him away even though she knew how it might end She wanted to take the chance if just for one passionate glance to send his way She knew that he would probably nev...

I tried for love many times only to be tossed aside Why should I try anymore? I've given up on the dream it seems it was never meant to be for me I just can't win They can't see when I try to let them in  so my walls go back up but this time they will stay never again will they be torn away. I am done hurting thats all I do even though my love is true. I feel there is no one for me because no one can see the real me. I'm very discouraged & though I have much courage I am hopeless to be sure & I will fall no more. All I ever do is crash against the rocks So my heart I will lock never to be opened again sometimes it's best to bury it away & only remember where you've been.  Copyright Christy 2015

Lovers Wait a Paradise to create One surrenders while the other runs away Deep emotions left unexplored Cause One loves more When giving your heart You never know if acceptance will be a part of this story And all for Love's Glory When your soul has found the one Will this love just leave you undone? They don't feel the same but still the truth remains You are so sure you could never love someone more So what to do when love isn't returned? Only to get burned but you took the chance on romance Will this love ever be remains to be seen Do you move on? hold on? even though they're already gone They won't give you the chance to make it work all is lost it seems even though Your love for them still beams if only as as beacon for them to return maybe someday What is meant to be will always find a way but falling in love can leave you in such dismay. You don't want to try again or start over at all so much love is wasted without being tasted is it even worth the fall ...

On my worst day I will never turn a friend away I rein in my sincerest feelings for those who deserve hearing them I do not want to fit in cause I have to be true to who I am within I am not possessive or discreet but I am very sweet If you take the chance to get to know me You will see that I am true to me I talk to many people but trust very few but to open myself completely I must know that person well Your secrets I will not tell because I expect the same as well Respect you I must to fully trust Most may think I am unkind and cold but I protect my fold Your honor I will defend to the end Never again will you find a truer friend I will never take for granted those  who are there for me If you could use a friend like me Take time to get to know me I only show you what I want you to see but for those close to me they always get the best of me. This world is full of fakes and deceivers & though I am distant I am a consistent friend make time for me...