Christy's Poetry Portal

I watch you day after day & Everyday you turn me away I have sit here so long trying To be strong hoping you'll come along To take a chance to get to know me But things remain to be distant & strange between you & me I don't know if you want me to stay or go away I have so much more to give but my heart is in dismay I don't want to complicate things if stress my presence brings I want to put you mind at ease  All I want is a chance please To be a friend to you  If you want me to be I just care about you I need you to see I do & it's true Time after time I've been there for you did you even notice  me there have you been unaware?  I feel your energy at times & pray you find comfort some way I feel the isolation that consumes your spirit & wish I could be near it So it doesn't feel alone anymore I just want to offer a soft place for you to fall if you need it at all Just know I care & there i...

She saw the Beauty in His Darkness I admire you from afar Wondering where you are I long to be the one you confide in So long I've carried this love within You brighten my day in so many ways I want to touch your skin & feel your fire within Sensual sensations course through my veins when i hear your name You make me feel so alive on your witty rapport i thrive Your voice ignites my senses & brings down my defenses My body aches for your touch so much It's too intense to let go but i have to let you know i want to be the one to caress your skin To express this i don't know where to begin You hardly notice me but everything you do seduces me This burning desire sets my soul on fire I want to please you in so many ways I cannot stay away Never have i felt this before it is only you i adore A feeling so strong cannot be wrong i sense what you feel & that only makes it more real i want to feel your body next to mine chemistry so divine i try to reach out to ...

Copyright Christy 2016

I won't open my heart again my feelings I will leave in Because every time I let someone in some other girl wins She wins his love and affection and I am left with the pain All guys want perfection So I am never part of their selection I am not perfect you see all I can be is me It took me so long to love myself My heart I've put on a shelf It's never right  When will it learn  It's better to yearn than To try again because things never work out right That tunnel light never comes in view It is darkness the whole way through I see no hope in sight I think I'm better off without anyone My chance will never come all my chances are gone I can't just love anyone but The ones I choose never look my way so solo I will stay I've been left behind so many times I don't want to try again the pain I can't bear anymore so I'm closing my heart's door It never gets easier you see for me I guess love was something to never be ...

I've given so much of my time to romance Still I am here left without a chance I'm a hopeless romantic but I see romance is hopeless for me I always give more than I take even though I know it's a mistake But my heart is a giver and a full time forgiver Maybe I forgive more than I should but I know Love is about being understood Maybe I let too much slide but when you let your heart decide You can't deny the feelings inside I let my heart lead the way Even if logic says no way I know love isn't logical or psychological the mind never agrees with what the heart sees I take my chances & with all romances you just try to enjoy the ride & set aside your pride Love takes work & time & is usually more trying than sublime I know what I desire to fuel my passionate fire I also know what I deserve So mostly I observe trying to plan but love takes it's own path  when it comes to a man We all get impatient & bored it ...

You are the last man I'll ever fall for No other man could I love more You were the last dream of my heart but I knew it would all fall apart There will never be another for me too bad you couldn't see the love you could of had before it all went bad I should know my dreams never come true Love just makes me blue I give my all when I take the fall It all ends the same and the only thing that increases is the pain I guess I'm unlovable and too much trouble My love never amounts to a thing I guess it's worth nothing I feel I love with all my heart but I guess it's never enough and loving me is too tough I guess no one is meant for me and a true love for me was never meant to be I will never love again I am too tired of never getting past where I begin I've worked so hard to change this lonely life I've been through too much toil and strife I end up alone the odds are never in my favor so my right to have love I'll wavier The pain is too great it far ...

When I feel my patience running thin I think again I think of how much I love you and how your heart has touched my soul so unique  and new  I try to be understanding and caring because I know the burdens you are bearing It is hard to say what I feel when I look at you It is true No words can comprehend my feelings  deep in my soul I have no control Many times I thought of giving up and I think no more could be given but My love for you keeps me driven Love does not take kindly to changes so abrupt Why tear down what has taken so long  to build up? Love needs time to grow anew  You can't just give up you have to follow through Once your heart has decided who is right for you To truly touch the heart of another you have to be patient even though your weary They may try others before they reach you but if your heart is insistent you have to be persistent.  So much love is lost by those who have given in to despair when they should ha...

The smooth caress of his witty foreplay was sweet & electrifying what she felt for him there was no denying. The bold blueness of his eyes was so appealing Her soul to him they were revealing She could not hide anything from him For he could expose her bare tenderness within No matter how hard she tried to hide Her weakness when it came to him she could not cover up the love inside She knew she had to try because to her heart she could not lie She could never stay mad at this fine lad She hated how he could always sway her to his side Even though she was hurt inside She knew to her heart he had a hold He was the potter she was the clay he could mold Always bringing her back to him with his sweet voice She had no choice Her heart had chose it this way & it would never stray too far away from his side  even though in his presence she did abide there was no sure way of knowing  where this was going But to her heart she ...

I know my chances are bleak  But his voice makes me weak sending shivers up my spine His sense of humor leaves me pining for more His heart is true and brave It is his touch I crave Just the thought of him makes my body ache with delight If only for one night To be exposed in his sight I feel so secure when he's around More of myself to be found I want to hold and comfort him from the evil that  surrounds him every day and be a safe place for him to lay. I could give him the assurance he needs cause I have the endurance To stay for the long haul Giving him my all They might not understand but I feel we could withstand whatever life throws our way But I just wish he would stay to give me and this romance a chance. Copyright Christy 2015

She longed to feel his skin gently caress hers One look in those eyes & she knew she could never win He made her weak & she knew his slightest touch would be too much He enraptured her soul & she knew her love for him was out of control He captured her womanhood & she could not break free of his bonds She was his willing  capture  in a submitting rapture She wanted to ease his stress for him it was only the best Her body lay aroused at night with no calm state in sight All she needed to do was think of him & her body ached for his touch through & through Her thighs tingled to feel his loins tight against hers making her moan heavy sighs Just thinking of him excited her to no end & she could not pretend How much she wanted this man even more than yesterday She could never turn him away even though she knew how it might end She wanted to take the chance if just for one passionate glance to send his way She knew that he would probably nev...

Love has been like a cold abyss to me Endless, Hopeless, Emotionless,  you seem to fall forever aimless,  directionless, motionless you  think you are going somewhere & you just end up nowhere. I'm tired of the neverending falling I feel it's meaningless How has love become so empty? In the past Love was made to last now it seems it is an unwelcome task. Does anyone care to give love anymore? Getting something in return is not what love was meant for. I see so many careless, empty people anymore it takes two to make it work for you Maybe everyone thinks it's a waste of time Showing someone you care is like a crime I never thought emotions could ever become so out dated maybe love is overrated Love is the foundation on which we all stand Without it our strength is like sand always there but never firm enough to withstand Life's highs & lows does no one remember we reap what we sow? It's like planting a rose garden without any soil...

Lovers Wait a Paradise to create One surrenders while the other runs away Deep emotions left unexplored Cause One loves more When giving your heart You never know if acceptance will be a part of this story And all for Love's Glory When your soul has found the one Will this love just leave you undone? They don't feel the same but still the truth remains You are so sure you could never love someone more So what to do when love isn't returned? Only to get burned but you took the chance on romance Will this love ever be remains to be seen Do you move on? hold on? even though they're already gone They won't give you the chance to make it work all is lost it seems even though Your love for them still beams if only as as beacon for them to return maybe someday What is meant to be will always find a way but falling in love can leave you in such dismay. You don't want to try again or start over at all so much love is wasted without being tasted is it even worth the fall ...

If you want to impress me impress me with loyalty If you want to spoil me spoil me with honesty If you want to give me expensive things give me your love If you want to treat me to nice things treat me right If you want to give me the world make me your world If you want to challenge me challenge my mind If you want to love me show me If you want to walk with me lead me True Love is rare to find & a lonely heart's deepest cry Ladies cherish the love of a good man because it is hard to come by.

His eyes were warm & appealing which made my soul revealing From him I cannot hide my passion deep inside Even Though I knew he didn't find me as intriguing  From my feelings I could not be fleeing Deep inside my feelings engulfed me Out of respect I withheld what was  consuming me so he could not see My deep passion longing to explode & I knew soon it would overload It is so hard to keep it within but something so strong would overwhelm me before long No matter what I tried I could not shake this deep engulfing ache I knew it could never be but taking risks is a part of me I must try just to see even though it seems impossible to me His sense of humor I cannot resist  So I persist and even though it is wrong I must press on It's weird how one's life can be turned upside down When a certain special someone is around Everyone says don't even try you'll lose but when your heart must choose it is impossible to deny  or even question ...

I feel I need to be awakened Love that is tossed about but not shaken Love that lasts evicting the ghosts from the past Awakened by the slightest touch I want to love you so much Waiting so long for that one chance To experience romance Tossed and Tried  So numb inside You've awakened the longing For love's bonding Awakened I feel when you are near Awakened by love's call Awakened willing to risk it all You've awakened my heart Awakened it like never before Awakened only wanting more You can't see what you've done to me awakened by your love  only with you I long to be awakened from the dust  an awakening for my heart  and willing to trust  Won't you give me a chance? I feel you need me this is my stance an awakening only you can provide For just one moment to be by your side So much in this life never lasts because we refuse to let go of our past An awakening for you and me An awakening you will see Give me the chance  ...