Self Reflection, My Heart's Reception

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You are the last man I'll ever fall for
No other man could I love more
You were the last dream of my heart
but I knew it would all fall apart
There will never be another for me too bad
you couldn't see the love you could of had before it all went bad
I should know my dreams never come true
Love just makes me blue
I give my all when I take the fall
It all ends the same and the only thing that increases is the pain
I guess I'm unlovable and too much trouble
My love never amounts to a thing I guess it's worth nothing
I feel I love with all my heart but I guess it's never enough
and loving me is too tough
I guess no one is meant for me and
a true love for me was never meant to be
I will never love again I am too tired of never getting past where I begin
I've worked so hard to change this lonely life
I've been through too much toil and strife
I end up alone the odds are never in my favor
so my right to have love I'll wavier
The pain is too great it far outweighs the in love state
When there is more downs than ups it's time to shed the fool's crown
I am a fool to believe it will ever happen for me
I know what is meant to be will always find a way
but if we will ever know each other a better way
is hard to say but maybe someday love will find a way.


Copyright Christy 2015

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