My Weak and Weary Heart

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I won't open my heart again
my feelings I will leave in
Because every time I let someone in
some other girl wins
She wins his love and affection
and I am left with the pain
All guys want perfection
So I am never part of their selection
I am not perfect you see
all I can be is me
It took me so long to love myself
My heart I've put on a shelf
It's never right 
When will it learn 
It's better to yearn than
To try again because
things never work out right
That tunnel light never comes in view
It is darkness the whole way through
I see no hope in sight
I think I'm better off without anyone
My chance will never come all my
chances are gone
I can't just love anyone but
The ones I choose never look my way
so solo I will stay
I've been left behind so many times
I don't want to try again
the pain I can't bear anymore
so I'm closing my heart's door
It never gets easier you see for me
I guess love was something to never be mine
Without men I will be fine
They only bring me sorrow and pain
So the hopeless romantic in me I will restrain
No use wishing for things that never happen for me
So free I will be

Copyright Christy 2016

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