Christy's Poetry Portal

You are the last man I'll ever fall for No other man could I love more You were the last dream of my heart but I knew it would all fall apart There will never be another for me too bad you couldn't see the love you could of had before it all went bad I should know my dreams never come true Love just makes me blue I give my all when I take the fall It all ends the same and the only thing that increases is the pain I guess I'm unlovable and too much trouble My love never amounts to a thing I guess it's worth nothing I feel I love with all my heart but I guess it's never enough and loving me is too tough I guess no one is meant for me and a true love for me was never meant to be I will never love again I am too tired of never getting past where I begin I've worked so hard to change this lonely life I've been through too much toil and strife I end up alone the odds are never in my favor so my right to have love I'll wavier The pain is too great it far ...

When I feel my patience running thin I think again I think of how much I love you and how your heart has touched my soul so unique  and new  I try to be understanding and caring because I know the burdens you are bearing It is hard to say what I feel when I look at you It is true No words can comprehend my feelings  deep in my soul I have no control Many times I thought of giving up and I think no more could be given but My love for you keeps me driven Love does not take kindly to changes so abrupt Why tear down what has taken so long  to build up? Love needs time to grow anew  You can't just give up you have to follow through Once your heart has decided who is right for you To truly touch the heart of another you have to be patient even though your weary They may try others before they reach you but if your heart is insistent you have to be persistent.  So much love is lost by those who have given in to despair when they should ha...

I fall then I get left behind Love looks better in my mind I listen to my heart But then my dreams get torn apart I give so much & hardly ask for  anything at all Why do I let myself fall? When I know how the story ends There is no need to pretend it will turn out different this time it seems men feel loving me is a crime When you open your heart it is hard to tell if it will be an endless well of heartache & pain Your stability to maintain Why should we fall with reckless abandon? Success with love is so random No one can tell if you find the one or if it all goes to hell When I take a risk I am all in there is no inbetween My vulnerabilty is seldom seen I can't let my guard down for just anyone but without any trust I am done. I take all the hits in stride trying to overlook my pride But I can only take so much When love just feels out of touch in the present time it worries my mind I need a deep connection, trust & protection I am as tru...

The smooth caress of his witty foreplay was sweet & electrifying what she felt for him there was no denying. The bold blueness of his eyes was so appealing Her soul to him they were revealing She could not hide anything from him For he could expose her bare tenderness within No matter how hard she tried to hide Her weakness when it came to him she could not cover up the love inside She knew she had to try because to her heart she could not lie She could never stay mad at this fine lad She hated how he could always sway her to his side Even though she was hurt inside She knew to her heart he had a hold He was the potter she was the clay he could mold Always bringing her back to him with his sweet voice She had no choice Her heart had chose it this way & it would never stray too far away from his side  even though in his presence she did abide there was no sure way of knowing  where this was going But to her heart she ...

Today everybody seems so detached Will society ever get their humanity back? So many seem to careless  Their emotions they will not express When did we lose are human element? So many misunderstandings to prevent I have tried to engage with the crowd but their emptiness is so loud Technical communication has torn us apart None of that comes from the heart Simple conversation has taken a vacation How do we expect to survive Without looking in each others eyes? Emotions have strayed so far away It is hard to see who is true to you The look in their eyes could never disguise what they feel inside Look up, why in your prison do you hide? Humans need physical contact to bring ourselves back Do not brush them away  Bring your heart back to stay Support that can only come from love within We need to begin We rely on electronics too much While we all are longing for a human touch Show you care & be aware of the detachment vibe you send We all need a fri...

I know my chances are bleak  But his voice makes me weak sending shivers up my spine His sense of humor leaves me pining for more His heart is true and brave It is his touch I crave Just the thought of him makes my body ache with delight If only for one night To be exposed in his sight I feel so secure when he's around More of myself to be found I want to hold and comfort him from the evil that  surrounds him every day and be a safe place for him to lay. I could give him the assurance he needs cause I have the endurance To stay for the long haul Giving him my all They might not understand but I feel we could withstand whatever life throws our way But I just wish he would stay to give me and this romance a chance. Copyright Christy 2015

It was a dark and foggy night when the cemetery came into sight Standing by an unmarked grave was a man who gave a shy wave I walked over till he came into view such an odd place for him to stand but he seemed a bit blue as I shook his hand I asked him are you alright? it's so dreary tonight He said I'm fine I find this place quite serene I said hmmm I see what you mean He said Have a seat pointing down as his feet So I sat down I'm not sure why but I didn't want to seem shy He said his name and I told him mine then I asked why do you find this place so sublime? He said what most people fear I find quite dear I'm an investigator of the dead then he said does that fill you will dread? I said no I find it quite exciting someplace I don't mind being led. he said I see as he leaned over to me to touch my cheek causing a spark that made me feel weak. I said maybe I should go No he said Touching my hand to make me stay At that moment it seem...