Christy's Poetry Portal

I feel I need to be awakened Love that is tossed about but not shaken Love that lasts evicting the ghosts from the past Awakened by the slightest touch I want to love you so much Waiting so long for that one chance To experience romance Tossed and Tried  So numb inside You've awakened the longing For love's bonding Awakened I feel when you are near Awakened by love's call Awakened willing to risk it all You've awakened my heart Awakened it like never before Awakened only wanting more You can't see what you've done to me awakened by your love  only with you I long to be awakened from the dust  an awakening for my heart  and willing to trust  Won't you give me a chance? I feel you need me this is my stance an awakening only you can provide For just one moment to be by your side So much in this life never lasts because we refuse to let go of our past An awakening for you and me An awakening you will see Give me the chance  ...

No matter what I do or say it never seems to get through to you  I know there will never come a day when  you will look my way Every day it is the same gals that get their way I give up trying to talk to you I care so much for you, it's true but what's the use of trying? if I only end up sighing. You'll never know how much I care Even though my soul I have tried to bare My heart says try again do the best you can but I can't face the pain I know we are very different & I have no chance at all but I can't escape your glance. What have you done to me? why can't  I see that letting go is best for me? I keep trying to only end up crying I love you so very much but I know it is no use trying to speak to you You frustrate me so and I just can't let go. You're the only one I want The only one my heart won't release Try and understand please I have never had such a strong feeling for someone I have never wanted anyone as muc...

I need to be needed but I am not needy I give all I can but I have also done without I strive to change the world but the world has  changed me I love endlessly but love ending is my worst fear I am spiritual but I have also been spiritless I help others who need me but I don't need other's help I know what I want but I have been unwanted I trust but my trust has been broken I am strongest solo but sometimes being solely myself is not enough I weep but tears do not come easy Truth is my best friend but it is not easy to find Loyalty and Morality are my greatest strengths but loyalty & morals are rare My mental strength can be an advantage but I have been taken advantage of I am me because there is no one else I want to be I am one of a kind but I have been treated unkind God is my center by evil still tries to enter I am strong but I have been weak I have known laughter but I have also known pain I smile because I choose not to frown  ...

I rarely share my deepest thoughts but when I do I have to write them down.....sometimes it seems no one understands me but writing helps me clarify and put my feelings out there that is why I write poetry....So this is my thoughts about a very special man maybe this will let him know how I feel and maybe by chance he will read it because it is all true every word.... I may not be a spirit but I am very spiritual I may not be a manifestation but I can help you manifest your dreams. I may not be a demon but I can help drive your demons out. I may not be darkness but I can be your light. I may not be a physic but I can psych you up... This man tested her every day but she was determined. For all the pain and hurt he endured she wanted to make it better, she wanted to be the comfort and security she felt he needed. She wanted to taste the very sweat from his brow, she wanted to caress his body with every inch of her womanhood and the desire only grew each day. She wanted to turn his nigh...

I was trying to think of a way to say this to you but after thinking awhile  I finally had a clue I would write this poem to you. I know you can have your choice of mates but this can't wait I want you to know how much I care for you I would not say it if it wasn't true. You don't know how many times you have made my day in every way. Though you don't notice how much  you do for others I do. Your heart is huge, loving and  caring and just by sharing your great sense of humor you shine  on those who need it most every day but that is just your way. Your laughter and smile, honey, can make anyone's day worthwhile. You probably don't know how much you touch others but you do and more then you will ever know. I just want to show you from my point of view how much I love you. I know you may think it's funny or even crazy too but I do, I do Love you.  That is the way I feel it's never been this real but I ask nothing i...

Right From the Start You were king of my heart I know my heart is your domain If you want to love me please don't refrain Chorus..... 'Cause I knew right from the start You were king of my heart King of my heart Even when we're apart You'll always be the king of my heart You ease my mind No other will I ever find Though you don't know and it's hard for me to show the way I feel, just know I'm for real Never have I felt this way I hope you never go away..... Chorus..... When you're near  All my fears disappear You make me feel  More like me Baby can't you see? What you mean to me? Chorus.... If we can't be together now I will wait no matter how Long it takes There will be no one else for me One day we will be together  wait and see some day it will be Copyright Christy 2014

I've been lied to I have been cheated on Now all that is left is to carry on. Your pretty words can never erase your foolish lies. Your cheating heart doesn't know how to love and when push comes to shove Baby I've Loved for the Last time. Every time I tried no matter which way I've cried. Now I know I've loved for the last time and Baby when push comes to shove You're gonna miss my love. I've Loved for the Last Time Cried for the Last time And when push come to shove your gonna miss my love. When time is wasted and love is gone It is so hard to carry on. They say time heals all wounds but I've been around a time or two and this time there is no getting over you. I would rather go on without then to try when there is no doubt what you meant to me and someday you will see I've Loved for the Last time and it all ended with you and me. Good Luck finding another one like me It will never be. I hope you are happy losing me All that is left for you to see...