Christy's Poetry Portal

I was concerned for him every day Although I knew he'd never look my way I felt drawn to him in so many odd ways His eyes touched the deepest depth of my being I knew I was wishing for hopeless things & dreaming But this man was like no other I had ever known it was as if he could see the real me without being shown it at all I wanted to walk away but it was if his soul would call and I could not turn away at all no matter how hard I tried to go astray It was if our connection was yet unknown but kept us near With him I had no fear I could be myself and not be afraid to reach out My mind was always tossing me doubts but my heart knew better it never wavered for it was his essence I savored I longed to feel his touch but I knew I wanted too much I want fate to decide so I will be patient and wait What is meant to be will always find a way & I hope to meet this man someday. My passion is hard to conceal & explain but for me love must be real a wild h...

His eyes were warm & appealing which made my soul revealing From him I cannot hide my passion deep inside Even Though I knew he didn't find me as intriguing  From my feelings I could not be fleeing Deep inside my feelings engulfed me Out of respect I withheld what was  consuming me so he could not see My deep passion longing to explode & I knew soon it would overload It is so hard to keep it within but something so strong would overwhelm me before long No matter what I tried I could not shake this deep engulfing ache I knew it could never be but taking risks is a part of me I must try just to see even though it seems impossible to me His sense of humor I cannot resist  So I persist and even though it is wrong I must press on It's weird how one's life can be turned upside down When a certain special someone is around Everyone says don't even try you'll lose but when your heart must choose it is impossible to deny  or even question ...

I feel I need to be awakened Love that is tossed about but not shaken Love that lasts evicting the ghosts from the past Awakened by the slightest touch I want to love you so much Waiting so long for that one chance To experience romance Tossed and Tried  So numb inside You've awakened the longing For love's bonding Awakened I feel when you are near Awakened by love's call Awakened willing to risk it all You've awakened my heart Awakened it like never before Awakened only wanting more You can't see what you've done to me awakened by your love  only with you I long to be awakened from the dust  an awakening for my heart  and willing to trust  Won't you give me a chance? I feel you need me this is my stance an awakening only you can provide For just one moment to be by your side So much in this life never lasts because we refuse to let go of our past An awakening for you and me An awakening you will see Give me the chance  ...

No matter what I do or say it never seems to get through to you  I know there will never come a day when  you will look my way Every day it is the same gals that get their way I give up trying to talk to you I care so much for you, it's true but what's the use of trying? if I only end up sighing. You'll never know how much I care Even though my soul I have tried to bare My heart says try again do the best you can but I can't face the pain I know we are very different & I have no chance at all but I can't escape your glance. What have you done to me? why can't  I see that letting go is best for me? I keep trying to only end up crying I love you so very much but I know it is no use trying to speak to you You frustrate me so and I just can't let go. You're the only one I want The only one my heart won't release Try and understand please I have never had such a strong feeling for someone I have never wanted anyone as muc...

I need to be needed but I am not needy I give all I can but I have also done without I strive to change the world but the world has  changed me I love endlessly but love ending is my worst fear I am spiritual but I have also been spiritless I help others who need me but I don't need other's help I know what I want but I have been unwanted I trust but my trust has been broken I am strongest solo but sometimes being solely myself is not enough I weep but tears do not come easy Truth is my best friend but it is not easy to find Loyalty and Morality are my greatest strengths but loyalty & morals are rare My mental strength can be an advantage but I have been taken advantage of I am me because there is no one else I want to be I am one of a kind but I have been treated unkind God is my center by evil still tries to enter I am strong but I have been weak I have known laughter but I have also known pain I smile because I choose not to frown  ...

I rarely share my deepest thoughts but when I do I have to write them down.....sometimes it seems no one understands me but writing helps me clarify and put my feelings out there that is why I write poetry....So this is my thoughts about a very special man maybe this will let him know how I feel and maybe by chance he will read it because it is all true every word.... I may not be a spirit but I am very spiritual I may not be a manifestation but I can help you manifest your dreams. I may not be a demon but I can help drive your demons out. I may not be darkness but I can be your light. I may not be a physic but I can psych you up... This man tested her every day but she was determined. For all the pain and hurt he endured she wanted to make it better, she wanted to be the comfort and security she felt he needed. She wanted to taste the very sweat from his brow, she wanted to caress his body with every inch of her womanhood and the desire only grew each day. She wanted to turn his nigh...

I was trying to think of a way to say this to you but after thinking awhile  I finally had a clue I would write this poem to you. I know you can have your choice of mates but this can't wait I want you to know how much I care for you I would not say it if it wasn't true. You don't know how many times you have made my day in every way. Though you don't notice how much  you do for others I do. Your heart is huge, loving and  caring and just by sharing your great sense of humor you shine  on those who need it most every day but that is just your way. Your laughter and smile, honey, can make anyone's day worthwhile. You probably don't know how much you touch others but you do and more then you will ever know. I just want to show you from my point of view how much I love you. I know you may think it's funny or even crazy too but I do, I do Love you.  That is the way I feel it's never been this real but I ask nothing i...